Hard Look in the Mirror

Looking back at the images I have made the last several years has been quite the wake up call. Very little time has been spent with me behind my camera, which I knew. What I didn’t realize until going through my Lightroom catalog, was how few images had been made. You know the saying “take a hard look in the mirror”? I did. And I didn’t like the reflection.

What happened to my photography? Stress. The level of stress in my life the last several years has been high and negatively affected my photography and well, life in general. It made me a person I didn’t like. Recently, that stress has been taken out of my life and my goal is to get back on track with the person I once was. Happy.

My images have been forced the last 4 or 5 years. Looking at the images, yes they are technically correct, but artistically, I find them trite. My vision behind the camera is not what it once was. How many years has my photography regressed? How long will it take to get that vision back? And can I get it back?

Over and over in photography workshops you will be told to photograph every day. Every day? There have been several months at a time that my camera bag just sat and collected dust! Do I need to start all over practicing basic photography skills? Or will it all come flooding back once I get out in the field again?

Here is a gallery of images that I selected to share while still waiting for that pink card to arrive from the Iowa State Fair. And thinking about my reflection after taking a hard look in the mirror.

Time To Stop And Smell The Flowers

Sometimes you have to make yourself stop and smell the flowers.  As I did this morning.  It’s time to get back to my happy place.  For far too long that place has been pushed out of sight. This morning was overcast, my favorite light to photograph flowers.  And it was time to stop and smell the flowers.

Would I remember how to see?  Could I make an image worthy of showing?  Well, all of you can be the judges.

It felt good to be in my happy place again, with all of my knowledge coming right back into focus (pun intended).  Camera settings, tripod level and angle, finding the story in my flowers all right where I left them and waiting for my return.  Seeing the world as I once did on an almost daily basis, I miss that world.

Too much distraction the last few years and 2020 has been even more of a distraction.  Time to tune the “real world” out and focus on “my world”.

Remember to take time to stop and smell the flowers!

Shasta Daisy

Coneflowers

Shasta Daisies